They say there are so proud of me and what ive over come So proud that I didn't give in to all the nasty things they've done They wish they could be ...Read more

How am I expected to build a home When my home was never home How can i even love you right, if love ive never known How can I make you smile when m...Read more

the darkness fills I swallow these pills and they take away the pain But no amount of pills could kill these feelings I feel I think they call it sham...Read more

You're just a man, i tell myself,just a man. So why am i dying to hold you're hand NO you'r just a man. You're no different from the rest but how yo...Read more

Perfection does not exist, for it is an ideological myth Perfection is seen as a goal. We strive to meet a goal that we seek I never believed in this ...Read more

Do u want to know the hardest part of getting clean It's the shame and guilt and apologies I miss the numbness, but I miss me too, So I stay right he...Read more

I broke in ways they couldn’t see, But every crack made room for me Im finally safe, ive made my home But memories flood when im alone Memories i wis...Read more

You don’t need to rush your healing, or prove how strong you’ve grown. Some lessons only whisper when you finally sit alone. You’ve loved with open ...Read more

I don’t forget the nights I cried or words that cut too deep, I don’t ignore the promises you couldn’t always keep. But growth is loud in silence, in ...Read more

Happy birthday to me I'm finally 19 I got wish from my ex And the guy who tried his best A wish from my nan Who is my biggest fan A wish from my m...Read more

It has my soul,and it has my mind I use this substance to pass the time I say im fine . say I can stop But i need to have more and get to the top Im ...Read more

I’m healing the parts he tore apart, Piecing together my broken heart. The shouting, the guilt, the twisted blame, I lost myself trying to ease his sh...Read more

I wanted to be his help, be his support. Be his world even when the rest of it abandoned him Even if it meant abandoning myself. Even if the world cl...Read more

The last time I slept with him, I knew it wasn't about love any longer. It was about holding on to the scraps of a boy who had already let go. I hate...Read more

I hate you, i know we always say that's a strong word But i can't shake the feeling. it's really absurd I hate how you're gorgeous, and I admired yo...Read more

Today was the day I set him free Even the best men couldn't stand me I'm loud, and im blunt, and I say what I mean Yet I let them use me as a way t...Read more

Home was never home which is why I'm not there The further I travel the less that I care But I don't, I care so much it kills me Im searching and w...Read more

A beating heart, a broken past New beginnings, moving fast Dazzling eyes, a soothing smile love that blooms , I'm in denial Fight to hide, live to sh...Read more

But these are only dreams, I will never get love. Scars are just reminders; I’ll never quite forget. Of how small I felt and how u made me upset I ...Read more

Love is always conditional,and that’s the sad truth. No matter how much I loved,I was always set to lose I wanted the type of mum who would braid my...Read more