I broke in ways they couldn’t see, But every crack made room for me Im finally safe, ive made my home But memories flood when im alone Memories i wish I could forget Fear,sadness,hurt and regret The childhood I once wished to remember Im trying to hide and bury more than ever Im scared to know what I once did not I fear if I know, I will not be caught I will fall and spiral in my own self reflection Shot down with worries in every direction Sometimes the truth wont set you free They sit and stare right back at me I act like time erased the proof, Like growing up made me bulletproof. I dont remember because I had to cope Not its coming back up and i start to choke Ill close my eyes and try to sleep Push down the memories im forced to keep