I hate you, i know we always say that's a strong word But i can't shake the feeling. it's really absurd I hate how you're gorgeous, and I admired your eyes I hate that they were deceiving and filled with lies I hate how your embrace would make the world go silent I hate how I threw up my hands and became completely reliant I hate your composure ,how you're so strongly content I hate that we wasted all the time that we spent I hate your voice and how soothing it sounds I hate how u were different when no one else was around I hate that I love you and how charming you were I hate that I am not the one for you and will never be her I hate the regrets that we will both have to hold I hate the moments of anger that left us feeling cold I hate that it's gonna work out, and we will one day move on We will both have children and marriages that last really long I hate that I hate you, but it's cause I loved you too much I hate that we will drift apart and one day lose touch I love our decisions and what we've chosen to do I love that we will move on and try something new I love that we will look back and laugh at this one day I love you and hate you, and that gets in the way I love you, and I'll miss you, but I wish u the best I have lots to say, but I think you get the gist