i feel like a void. empty bottle that once full. i cannot seem to fill myself up even how hard i try. i am hurting and it gets too much that from the ...Read more

there's this ache i cannot unleash, it's as if it's been stitched on my skin the moment i enter the world. it cannot be erased with any bliss i fill...Read more

i love you still. yeah, you heard me right. it’s not a whisper, it’s not a mistake, it’s the only thing that survived the night. i stayed here, in da...Read more

when the past lingers swiftly on your skin, like leaves falling above a long forsaken tree, what do you do? the moment it lands on your all-bruised ...Read more

you lull me with your gentle tone, it calms me when i’m all alone. you fill the spaces deep inside, the ones i thought i had to hide. you never force...Read more

sar, everything in the world vanishes quickly the moment i decide to reach for them. it's as if i have this unfortunate mark just beside my name. so ...Read more

you hold me softly like how the sunlight sits on my skin. i once thought i should let myself be burnt in the scorching heat of april just so i could...Read more

i don't know if i don't want live or i just want to be freed. i‘m scared, but i also want to just make all these end. i‘m so tired of everything...Read more

to my younger self, i am sorry we ended up this way. i'm sorry you are covered with wounds and bruises instead of shiny jewelry. i'm sorry i mes...Read more

everyday, i feel like the world is ending. as if i only have this little time left to spend. time is spinning so fast, i can't even walk through its p...Read more

I wanted to be loved too, but I feel like I’m far from giving a love that’s worthy of what I’m going to receive. I wanted to collapse into someo...Read more