sar, everything in the world vanishes quickly the moment i decide to reach for them. it's as if i have this unfortunate mark just beside my name. so one day i just decided to stop reaching forth for what it is that i wanted, let it fade in the air, and accept what falls on my front door. it's always been easier for me to let go, even if it will leave me hurt. yet then, you came along. you came along like a butterfly in my garden of thorns. you brought beauty and colors into my world, and one thing i know, i never want to let you go. i talk with the stars every night to wish upon them not to take you away from me. i bow my head to god for a very specific plea: to reach forth for a future with you beside me. i am someone who never asks for help, or begs, or pleads, but the idea of you and me until eternity makes me want to ask the ruler of the world just to make sure it will come true. and if all i have left are 10 wishes in this life, i will spend all of them on the chance of being with you.