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Kendall Gilmore

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kendall_dfwu

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I'm not depressed I'm just tired, that's all Are you tired of sleeping to escape the day away I'm tired of laughing with it, aches Turn tight of telling people i'm okay I'm not depressed, I say Just cry in the shower. So, no one hears I joke about my death. Like it's fiction But it's always been th...Read more

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kendall_dfwu

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I'm dead Not Literally But something in me died The spark I had The will to try, Lost somewhere along the way. I wake up, But it feels pointless. Like, I'm just passing time. Everything is dull, And I can't remember What filling alive meant I'm dead Not literally, But I feel b...Read more

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kendall_dfwu

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Depression Its crazy how you can be fine for one minute then the next your having a anxiety or panic attack it’s crazy how you can say your fine without feeling fine it’s crazy how you want to say so much but you force yourself not to because you don’t to be a oversharer and say to much because you ...Read more

Since I was 9 years old, I changed since bc I was s,h,a,r sexaly harassed and raped I was used against my will could not move or make noise forced to do things I didn't agree to I changed I'm self conscious I hate making friends aways alone never with people and never tell people how I feel I run an...Read more

My mind is running every day every night thinking over and over, listening and listening I shall do, my mind it's like a song but dead, dead like my silence, thinking do they hate us, what if I say something bad, but no thats what you think but, it's running on repeat kill yourself over and over aga...Read more

I sit alone, in silence. I feel like I'm invisible. Nobody sees me. I'm not there until they finally notice me when I be stupid or say somthing wrong I'm bleeding in silence letting myself suffer in pain, pain is my best thing I can do, I'm dead, I'm crying inside when nobody sees. Dead I say. Dead...Read more

I look in the mirror, see a monster disgust rushes in my bones like electric guitar when I see an inch of myself in a mirror the mirror breaks, broken it is, it see what a monster is everyday every night, days and days I see the pretty girls everywhere there beautiful I wish and wish I was 10 again ...Read more

I'm dead inside, and nobody notices, I'm alone and dead I bleed my sins out and feel alone like I'm a string of a violin I'm dead nobody notice until I scream my heart out I promise I'm alright but I bleed and cry every night, i burned my sins away, I feel invisible like nobody notices me I'm alone ...Read more