Someone stopped me, No more pushing myself to a once tempting ledge. I dont fear that ledge, Nor does it upset me, It is still a part of me, And it once was home. But I no longer chase the ledge, Rather than falling, I fly. I saw through the dank,dark thoughts in my mind. I still strip life to it me...Read more

We met on pure coincidence, Many factors almost kept us apart that day, But we met, That first proper look, one i won't soon forget, Our first kiss, gentle and loving, An act of comfort, Your way of reminding me you was there, Looking after me in my tired state, Our long conversations, All are fille...Read more

Safety and clarity are all that is viable when im within your presence, No room for sadness, anxiety, such things are foriegn to me in moments with you. The level of pure, untainted joy that causes my body to subconsciously cleanse itself of what i thought was my natural melancholy blood, I melt int...Read more

A petal, Soft, slightly creased, so bright, Even the "imperfections" make them all the more awe-inspiring. They bloom, blossom, colours so vibrant that you dont want to look away, merely take in its beauty. But the more you look, The more it creases, the wrinckles, Suddenly, those imperfections cons...Read more

If a wild hound ripped you to shreds, Teared your soft skin, Thick crimson dripping off your body. Tap, tap as it hits the ground, The hound is vicious and merciless. Canines mauling your being, Bringing you to your knees, Consumed by agony, fear, betrayal. You scream, cry, writhe to escape its stro...Read more

Loneliness is weird, Ever since i was a child ive been alone, No siblings, one friend. As I've grown, I've lost many friends, Including that one from childhood, She replaced me, My other friendships feel conditional, If they need me, im there, Otherwise, our "friendships" are obsolite. I have one us...Read more

The tv lit the room, Yet i was exposed. He was by my side, Towered over me, Cold hand gripping my neck. His eyes filled with malevolence as he tighted his grip, I rithe, try to free myself from his strong hold. My love, how could you do this to me? I pondered, He saw my struggle, The fear, The pai...Read more

Isn't trust a funny thing? Days, weeks, months, even years of effort to build that sense of stability, The drunken confessions you were too ashamed to share when of sound mind, Showing the vulnerability that could slaughter you if shown to the wrong person, The lingering touches that you won't allow...Read more

Im emerced, It smothers me, Weighs me down. I can't get up .....do i even want to I can't talk .....do i even want to It disorientates how i think, How i feel. Im drowning in the silence, Yet simultaneously drowning in the raging commotion in my head. Too quiet that it worries me, as if its tauntin...Read more

Im not flawless. Flawlessly beautiful, smart, adaptable, strong-willed while nurturing, allways lighing up a room with a beaming smile, skilled in every way. I am not perfect, im not a perfect doll that you can position, control how i talk, act, dress. I emerge in raw emotion that drives me, my resp...Read more

Love shouldn't hurt, Thats what they say. I feel that statement should be true But when you love the wrong person, even if they claim to love you, the mere action of loving them will destory you. It will wither you from the inside out. First, your heart twangs a little, Then your stomach churns as...Read more

I miss that part of me. The part that was violently ripped away, No mercy, No care for my person, my feelings, no care for me. I had no say in it being snatched away, clawed from my being , I couldn't even prepare for this. One day, it was there, The next, emptiness, I became a shell of a being, Cra...Read more

No one will stop me and no one can. Pushing myself to the brink of misery and despair, Pushed so close to that temping ledge, To the point of freedom. Nothing to loose, Nothing to feel. Just content freedom. Me and my beautiful misery. Strange how those in misery tend to understand life more than t...Read more

I dont know him. His anger, melancholy soul, His narcissistic being, His dead eyes, manipulative manor , Hes unwell, feared, Every conversation about him feuled by pure hatred ends in shouting by family. His drinking, self destruction , His overall existence used as an insult I dont know him. My ang...Read more

I don't know him. His anger, melancholy soul, His narcissist being, Hus dead eyes, manipulative manor, He is unwell, feared, Every conversation about him fueled by pure hatred filled shouts by family, His drinking, self destruction, His existence used as an insult. I don't know him. My anger, melanc...Read more