I don't know him. His anger, melancholy soul, His narcissist being, Hus dead eyes, manipulative manor, He is unwell, feared, Every conversation about him fueled by pure hatred filled shouts by family, His drinking, self destruction, His existence used as an insult. I don't know him. My anger, melancholy soul, My dead eyes, manipulative manor, I can be unwell, Many conversations about me fueled by anger and end in shouting, My drinking, self destructive ways, I have been used as an insult. I don't know him, Yet I embody him, My father.