I'm as fucked as you It seems the teeth have chipped And the viens collapse Your blood is conjealed as mine The longer we wait the stronger it becomes And i can see the decay in your face Taste it in your spit, your hair in my mouth makes me gag I no longer can breathe I'm not able to see So tak...Read more

The unexpected difference of you and I I chose the latter, you chose to die Explaining the subtle changes without saying I can't offer what I don't have I'm all out of kindness I've given it and you everything You stay with the formalities of subsiquential lies I've taken a different path Whether b...Read more

The only way to forget without regret Is to kill yourself before the first betrayal Stop it at source Show this God the inside of your purest hate If only you could see all the confusion and agony Then maybe you could realize that life isn't anything more than a brief suggestion and a moments he...Read more

I'm tired of the angelic voices Screaming for me to give up, give in, surrender And what's in my line of sight You deem not right The perfect reason for you to say I'm wrong Another fight that makes you strong And for every tear you shed They became the bullets in my life from which I fled The ago...Read more

I'm not going to listen, I'm not going to surrender If the sky is too bleed profusely And all these paper people come out of hiding Then is when the tables have turned Your tongue speaks crazy I can't afford the luxury Because innocence wasn't taught to me Laughs can't mask,all the sadness Trap...Read more

Not of anything known Not of any substance Not of this world Nor here after Empty funeral procession The absence of which soul Transcends the ethereal The slow nudge of something imparticuler Like a silent snake slithering through the shadows An indivisible apperation A poltergeist,a sudden es...Read more

Still here, still air, nothingness Conscience is compromised Fading like a dying fire It's the numbness I've come to know A sadness I once would greet A song of a lonely whispered number for a name It was here that I held you so close Where once I couldn't bleed Where once we shed our skin It was...Read more

This time will be the last A funeral for the few A dead bolt with a dead bat Overhead comes the lightening Like individual paths carved in the sky.......... So I gather the latter Sweet perfumes of amgels now deceased Slowly crawling, silently I move One mistake will be forgotten And...Read more

So long was the wait So cold , this Decembers night I meant only to see you this last time But you never once showed Your grace to never again fill this void. So now I watch as the moon sways against the icy current Set adrift in your own misery And if you drown, and extend your hand, as if you ...Read more

Sometimes in some ways While the likes of you salivate Others bare the cold While some suffer endlessly A newborn thrown out and down Follow the trail of lies,as it subliminally objectifies Your curse is like an insatiable thirst And the hunger is what keeps me alive and resistant to your infecti...Read more

It was just years ago when my soul was laid to rest It's something we humans must do You where cast away, only to return one day Battered and broken Through flesh to the bone Even the stone the spiders come from A twisted dream for a twisted life But I chose the gun instead of a knife... So when ...Read more

It's been so long, it's been a long long time Since you caste that stone Insisted that I play along I could have resisted I could of kept my head bowed Not in shame but in hate If love was my curse Then let it be known I've become so numb and desensitized Flinching at every word said It goes st...Read more

Never once spoken, until you took your time to feast the worms a smile so tragic, frantically obsessed, with the spiders wrapped around her chest and her ever swaying halo of flies the truth is I could never kill you with my own bare hands No, I'll just do as you do and lie in wait in the shadows u...Read more

I'm perpendicular to my right side Blind in my third eye Something loses, then something has to win Like a candle burning from both ends A double edged sword Damned if I do, damned if I don't The opposite of end Subduing translucentcy It's like a waterfall of shame and guilt Bathing in its conduitc...Read more

Sometimes I look at other people and see tragedy, sometimes excuses It seems as though aggravation Turns up blind eyes as others conceive sadness as a way to interpret madness The insistent coldness and it's ability to numb Make aware the values of understanding a hopeless situation Roles revers...Read more