So long was the wait So cold , this Decembers night I meant only to see you this last time But you never once showed Your grace to never again fill this void. So now I watch as the moon sways against the icy current Set adrift in your own misery And if you drown, and extend your hand, as if you expect me to help Your going to be disappointed Even though you should of known That all along,from the very start, my heart was gone.. And even so as time has went it's way We can't go back to rectify nor can we change What's done is done and can never be undone If you could go backwards, what would you change But I know your answer to that Just as it was each and every time before and after, it's you, just you and only you.. There's no amount of victims that you haven't trampled in the midst of your aggression But disappointed that I was able to escape But that's what you get when your own horrors come back to bite......