The unexpected difference of you and I I chose the latter, you chose to die Explaining the subtle changes without saying I can't offer what I don't have I'm all out of kindness I've given it and you everything You stay with the formalities of subsiquential lies I've taken a different path Whether backwards or forwards At least I'm moving in some direction Look I know we've been through so much So I didn't leave a thing behind The only thing wasted was time Invested, tried multiple times, dedicated, stayed true for a moment But soon as the shit started You where a ghost When I needed you the most I'm not saying there's nothing I won't forget Or at least remember The cold shoulder, the knife in the back, Your two faced predictions Alter egos constantly at each other's throats I'm only as guilty as you are I've done what you've done But only for good reason There was a time I could watch you and be mesmerized Enticed and poisoned Cought in a web you created With no escape I was forced to believe that you had good intentions But I was slighted, fooled and criticized But blinded no more I pace forward To a future without you in it..