I'm perpendicular to my right side Blind in my third eye Something loses, then something has to win Like a candle burning from both ends A double edged sword Damned if I do, damned if I don't The opposite of end Subduing translucentcy It's like a waterfall of shame and guilt Bathing in its conduitcy The circle transforms into a downward spiral Populated by a circus of fake people Planted to observe and ridicule my every move I know it's just me The biggest hoax of all How can someone catch me if I never fall If I never voice for help but I wear it like a crown The further you go up The further you come down If some day I'm able to smile If I laugh and all the bullshit disappears If healed, if cured, if rehabilitated If it doesn't matter anymore That'll be the day i suffered for happiness.....