If tomorrow starts without me, I would have kept my appointment. My appointment with death. I would have said all I needed to say, And did all I need...Read more

.I want to make my parents proud of me and myself be too .I want my dreams to become true .I want to explore and travel the world .I want to become ...Read more

I want to be sunflower in a field of weed, laughing at the sun with my face pock marked with black seeds, I want to crack open my ribs and pull out...Read more

Perfection does not exist, for it is an ideological myth Perfection is seen as a goal. We strive to meet a goal that we seek I never believed in this ...Read more

I knew her From time to time. Not the shape of her But the arc of her eyes. Each step she took, she glided. And in that moment She be...Read more

feeling it again sitting in my room full of things I should care about noticing them silently when something keeps drawning me back to it I know i...Read more

Why does my life feel like a stain— not for the world, but for myself. I feel like a defeat, a failure to survive a gentle world. Have I buried the ...Read more

When life seems all hopeless still don't loose all scope of hope For there's this thing dangling in the air, Reach out for God's sturdy rope. For h...Read more

You say you don’t want to lose me, say stay, say try, say breathe— but it’s not about trying anymore, trying is something I already gave teeth. Yes,...Read more

I don't know what to do with myself I literally can't imagine life being good Ever I just want to curl up and die Leave this body behind Someone out t...Read more

"𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙸𝚜" 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚟𝚘𝚠𝚜, 𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 �...Read more

I was never made for confrontation. I took the heat, let it settle on my skin, hoping time would cool it, hoping it would pass. But growing older tea...Read more

I miss you so much, But I miss myself more, The me that was held in your arms, That was looked at with softness, And kissed with tenderness, But also ...Read more

Can you feel my pain?, Or how much I love you, My love for you is, Echoing through my heart, Beautiful memories, Are you missing me too?, Can you just...Read more

My eyes drifted with yawn Yet chamber of my arteries were into dawn. Everyone gifted with blushy dreams My illusions were to the Twilight gleams,... ...Read more

There's a poem stuck in my soul, The words are hidden from the light, Scattered over the waves of time, As the waves carry them to the sea of Neverlan...Read more

commiting suicide would end my pain But pass it to those close I want to kill myself But I don't want to see them cry I don't live for myself If it w...Read more

you want to run away, but you're too attached to this town your body is spinning, your mind is reeling up and down, over, around, from the inside out...Read more

Holding the blade against myself I contemplate push harder or pull away Pull away right? I should fight the blade The blade looks so bittersweet It...Read more

My ears My teeth My scars My arms My stomach I only see the ugly The crooked And the negative I can't find the good when I look at myself All I see is...Read more