I don't know what to do with myself I literally can't imagine life being good Ever I just want to curl up and die Leave this body behind Someone out there Hello Are you alone Do you need someone to hold Don't offer a lecture To someone who needs a hug I wish I could tell them But who am I to say How to deal with me Im failing myself I'm a lifeless heap I've given up fighting Don't argue with me Left all my excuses Just shut up and flee Don't you see That base level Is not leaving the house My bare minimum Is being alive I cling onto broken pieces Of shattered dreams The basement On the floor I crawl along slowly And the ground pulls me in I wish I could go back To dust and dirt again