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8w ©

Why can’t the earth close over me As if I never existed, To slip away from roles chosen for me? Maybe that would ease the burden To never stand in its shadow again. Because this weary heart can’t hold the pieces any longer, The bleed of regret can’t be fixed by a bandage, But only by the silence of...Read more

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10w ©

Why does my life feel like a stain— not for the world, but for myself. I feel like a defeat, a failure to survive a gentle world. Have I buried the child in me, the one who believed life was lit from within? Maybe I no longer know how to be still, or to see the beauty beneath my skin. Maybe ...Read more

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12w ©

They tell me to forget him, like a dream fading at dawn, as if they think the dream held promises, the dream held us together. But it was a nightmare I can’t escape. It haunts me like a shadow, wrapping me in threads of darkness. His memories block my throat, his smile still makes my knees weak. T...Read more

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20w ©

Did the world stop turning, or was it only me — stuck mid-breath, mid-dream, mid-failure? Struck by hopes I never reached, by guilt for the effort I never gave. All I wanted was someone — to steady my shaking hands, to listen, to see me. But silence is loyal. Everyone left. And here I remain — st...Read more

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23w ©

I thought letting him go would hurt less. I believed in forever — but forever believed in lies. He used to call me his reason to smile. Now he walks away as if I was never real. He erased my name from his story, while I still write every line with him in it. He took my heart along, and left m...Read more

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25w ©

I stand alone on this endless road, Shadows clutch me in their silent hold. No flicker of light, no whisper of hope, Just darkness weaving its unyielding rope. I run, I chase, I reach for the sun, Yet night consumes me — I am outrun. Whom can I trust? To whom can I confide? Who’ll walk beside me th...Read more

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25w ©

I know I’ve failed — in more ways than one, But must you remind me each time I’m undone? I know I stumble, I lose, I fall, But please don’t make the wounds recall. At the end, I’m human — fragile, flawed, Not a heart of stone, but one that’s scarred. I’m tired of pretending I don’t care, Of hidi...Read more

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25w ©

What magic do his eyes contain, That ease my heart and soothe my pain? Through their gaze, I see tomorrow, A love untouched by grief or sorrow. Those eyes – warm gold, like evening skies. Can calm the storm where silence lies. They shine with promises so true, A thousand dreams reflect their hue. ...Read more

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26w ©

While he was busy admiring the buds, I sat beside — admiring him. He smiled at the flowers’ gentle bloom, While my heart bloomed quietly within. He spoke of beauty, calm and mild, I just watched, completely beguiled. He said, “Flowers bring happiness,” with grace— But mine bloomed only seeing his ...Read more

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26w ©

Why does my heart ache, When you were never mine to hold? The way your eyes light up At the sound of her name Feels like a nightmare I cannot escape. Your laughter lingers longer with her, Your cheeks flush, a gentle fire, And I stand in the shadows, unseen, Clutching a love that was never meant to ...Read more