What does it mean to be too tired of hoping? Medicine next to me that I'm too weak to open. Ironic I have the cure, yet I stay frozen. So I hold my br...Read more

When everything happened, I had hope. Hope that we could make it work. Hope that we could stay friends. To be honest, I just didn't want us to end. Gr...Read more

What do you do when you can't convince a friend to not do something bad? "What do I do? I wait for the crash and then help them recover." What if that...Read more

I'm not sure why I am writing this. Partially because I don't know what to do with the feeling anymore. The feeling.. I keep telling myself it's just...Read more

She knows he forgets— not the love, just the tasks, the words left unsaid, the invisible asks. She knows when he plans he believes his own math, but ...Read more

I almost asked you to call. To just be with me in silence. But you didn't know, how could you? I don't send signals. I just swallow the signs. You can...Read more

I fought in this battle, heart full, hands red. I smiled when we won— she won. So why does my chest feel empty, griefed? Why is the world more full, ...Read more

I was so productive. I cleaned the bathroom, I searched for apartments for 3 hours, I vacuumed, I dusted, I cleaned the kitchen, I did laundry. I wash...Read more

Like clock work he came around. 9 PM. Every. Night. I know I'm not the other girl. I know I'm not the side piece. I know I have no reason to feel lik...Read more

There is strength in silence. When disappointment weighs heavy, words can misconstrue what the heart carries. For those whos truths are too often misu...Read more

She dreams in full sentences, speaking but a few words as the rest get caught in the riptide. Her masterpiece still unwritten. Symphony unsung. Sonnet...Read more

The amount of serotonin you gave me was unholy. I don't know if I've ever felt a love so lonely. I turn off my notifications because I can't bear to h...Read more

She never said I love you *too*—because it would imply his love was real. Forbye what he felt was a mirage to a hauntingly beautiful soul. Maybe then,...Read more

And just like that you were erased from my memory. No notes, no photos, no recollection for anyone to see. For all they know we were but two stranger...Read more

Far away can't speak it No longer feeling needed Drowning my tears with a bottle Sunsets are not golden anymore Failed to make you mine Memories fa...Read more

I'll never understand. But that's okay. That's not the part that gets me. That's not the tick—gnawing and sucking on my blood and skin. It's the tim...Read more

Faces come and go Look at the cadaver And off they go Some weep, some stare But here I am feeling What I'd rather not name But why? The emotions that...Read more