Out pours, from a hole in the sky my greatest fears and worries why. Down like hail it falls into my brain A thunderstorm over the infinite, anti-life, They call my, mind space. Life you cannot deny But these voices In side Will drive you- Further than you'd think you'd go. Craz...Read more

If I let you guys pick a Topic for me to write about, would y'all wanna judge it based off accuracy and complexity upon posting? I love the interaction with you guys, and would love to build up my follower relationships! <3 (How it would work: I would make a post, that you would then comment a T...Read more

Sometimes I wonder what would have happened had I ended up on my own. Had I chose a different life. How would I have made through the storms and resurface? Would I be stronger than I am now? Sometimes becoming this, makes me wonder just exactly what I signed up for. A lifetime of others before m...Read more

They linger. Close, and near, Its never linear. I try to shut my eyes, so they invade my mind- Thoughts untold, Truths locked away from the pain I cannot take. But they know. Everything I don't want to think about, They know. And so, I sit here alone. No one to call on, No one to scor...Read more

It screams and it bleeds , As I reconcile all of the things- That ever meant anything to me. Like: Late night dreams, of an old porch swing, nothing but the sound of silence near, -- and me With silent dreams Left wondering if, this world is really meant for me. Or am I, As we all come ...Read more

I think the problem is... I believe you. Even though my heart may scream, and ache to run, It begs to stay. It won't let me walk away? Not that I've ever wanted to, I just don't know, if I could leave you. That much is true, and it's definite that I love you. But is it too much, More than...Read more

** She waits and she holds, all the secrets they've told, No one sees, no one knows, just how much she holds. Whispers in the air, almost as if she is there, a silent thought, A silent hum, Inside she runs - Ragged and Wild, No desire to fight it. She tells me things , no one else would ...Read more

As the wind blows My heart knows Exactly what I cannot say. Whispered wishing goes to the sky , But somehow it Cannot get that high; It falls back down, to the ground, Bound by everything I cannot say. My heart swells, Hoping the tears will tell, What I tried to tell, the Gods' today....Read more

Here, I lay, Wasting away , in the meadows graze, feeling nothing , yet everything : As I take my last glare At the sun, At the sky, My mothers eyes. Her smile, and frown, My kids' little crown. My husbands laugh, A sound so magical. Everything I've ever loved, I can see clearly now. ...Read more

It hurts. Every battle word, every open wound, every pinch of salt rubbed in, it hurts. More than just a little bit. It hurts in a way that settles in. Deep inside my bones, lays a home for the unknown. A cave battered away, covered in cobwebs that contain, Every ounce of the pain I carry, Ev...Read more

My cup has overflown into yours, And out pours, Loves deepest sores A memory: The enemy; And no way to fix it because, to you I can't just say "I'm Sorry" So instead I say... My heart won't beat, until we are okay. And the aches and pains, Are all caused by your going away. I know I'm a lot t...Read more

I’ve been broken so long I don’t know how to cope Voices in my head they tell me to stay home Reminisce and fantasize until my heart cries. I’m overdue for my bedtime, haven't slept since I was 9. Spirit awakens all the time Feel like I’m losing my mind I'm losing grip with reality Somebo...Read more