Out pours, from a hole in the sky my greatest fears and worries why. Down like hail it falls into my brain A thunderstorm over the infinite, anti-life, They call my, mind space. Life you cannot deny But these voices In side Will drive you- Further than you'd think you'd go. Crazier than you thought to be. Sweet insanity is what you will see. Some thing you cant touch. Something you can't reach. When will you see You are far ahead of me. Might as well be in the sky The way, the distance feels sometimes. And it's not at a lack of trying But more of a lack of seeing. In so many ways, you are way ahead of me. Ahead In this game, Ahead in this life. Baby. You're ahead of the line. You don't give yourself enough credit, For the things, You know, You know. And I wish you would grow up, So you could help me grow. Wrap me up in warmth like you used to. And I know you say we change, But for some things, it would be nice to stay the same. Like the way you look at me like I'm your world. The way you hold me, Like I am your oxygen. The way you used to calm my pain, my tears, my anger, Without treating it as a bomb, But a reminder, a push toward the parts I keep away, The healing me, The broken me, The me that still needed more time. But every so often we Change. And I changed for you. For the better, but for you, nonetheless. Into someone so much more protecting, loving. Vulnerable, open. When I'm with you, I feel like I can do anything. Like we can do anything. But sometimes.... In these times... Those soft sides, hide away. Afraid, that they'll be hurt again. My whole life ive had to change. Never for myself, always for someone else. But when I changed with