Deep pain inside of me Questioning everything Are they here to hurt me? Nothing good comes out of trust. Only matter of time when I get hurt again. I've been dissapointed in people more than enough. No one sees it, but every night is a war for me... Memories are like daggers, stabbing me over and ov...Read more

Marcus
English is not my first language so if my writing is bad I apologise in advance, but for me it's the message I try to get across and love for writing.
God, if that is how we are suppose to live Then I won't pray for myself But for those who really needs it... For those who will never see the sun For those who will never hear their loved ones... If you're really real... Then why all of this is happening? If you sacrificed yourself for us, Then why...Read more
In dawn when the sky opens up, I pray for the day what's coming And with open eyes I look at the sun, While the clouds are floating through my fingers and sing... In the golden hour when the sky closes up, I thank the day which passed and the sun that drowned. In the hour of dusk when the night ris...Read more
Sometimes I think how will it be when I won't be here anymore The love for you will vanish or will it stay? Will it continue to live with you? Or will it dissappear in the nothingness with me? Where will the memories i protect so dearly be? Will they follow the people who i hold dear? Even if i hav...Read more
I know how hard it is to be alone. When everything feels pointless, When your heart is shattered in countless pieces, And it feels like no one cares. But do know... There is always sun after a storm, Day after the night, And your tears is what makes you live. Where it used to be your tears, There is...Read more
I get tangled up in my lies I have no other option but to tell the truth I have nowhere to hide I have nowhere to run and pretend. Is it beginning or the end? Is it pain or excitement? What was the thing between us? What else you can ask of me? I dont want to depend on someone, I'm afraid of subm...Read more
I asked God for peace God answered calmly: "Go and let the rain touch your skin, Listen to the wind's song, Believe in me, Once the fog rises it will bring you peace." I asked God for peace God answered quietly: "Don't run after the storm, Stay and breathe a little. Nothing is as fast As the moment...Read more
She dreams She dreams of running away She believes She believes not everything is painted black and evil Her nights are about Long-lost peace When the morning comes She will act like nothing happened. She's like a Lily of the valley She smiles and she believes Pain comes and goes But Lily grows. ...Read more
Eventually, everything will be said. Is it even possible? We'll move on, Everything we used to know will scatter. It'll happen the day When speed of light, Will be slower than your mind, Your mind and your soul. He promised to forget, She never to forgive. You chose to stay, I - fly away. And who ...Read more
There is no justice in the world, only oppressors have a say. They call the innocents the guilty ones, they are the ones judging us. They are the ones who stand by rights and protects the law. They are the most "honest" ones while robbing the people who they suppose to protect. And honorable liar re...Read more
Night and fog Covers the earth. Endless worry, Known to man. Pointless is working, Pointless is money. In the end We'll become part of the Earth. Dreams of wholesome world Nonsense and bull-! There is no such thing Innocent world. Pain and suffering Only known to heart. What a shame To be a human...Read more
My life is a road over the bones, Everything I have lived for soon will leave all alone! I try not to think about things like that, But once it turns dark my mind starts running. Ok, I'll let you in, but don't forget to bring flowers. Why? Because you'll find somewhere to put them. Walking through t...Read more
Beauty doesn't hide in - I won't eat today. My stomach isn't bloated I better skip lunch today. I finally went to the gym So I'll drink coffee more so I don't feel like eating much I lost five kilos in a month or two But, Marcus, no man is self conscious about that, No, they are, we all are ...Read more
"I'll call you later" "I'll text you later" "I'll see you later" We leave everything for later, But forget that "Later" doesn't belong to us. Later, we don't see them anymore, Later, they are just memories, Later day becomes the night, The force becomes helpless, The smile becomes a grimace, And lif...Read more