I get tangled up in my lies I have no other option but to tell the truth I have nowhere to hide I have nowhere to run and pretend. Is it beginning or the end? Is it pain or excitement? What was the thing between us? What else you can ask of me? I dont want to depend on someone, I'm afraid of submitting to love, And yet I still beg you to stay To manage what's left of us. I have to learn how not to be scared of unknown, How to allow you to read me. How to let someone steal your heart And trust that it will not be shattered into millions of pieces once it's handed over. I have to learn how to act naive and blind, Not to expect only the worst, Not to run ahead of the time, Hoping I'll be forgiven once it's over. And i beg you not to leave, I beg you not to break me. I'm afraid once I stop I'll be someone I despise, I'm afraid of you and how you see me.