Falling... Failing... It's all I do. My eyes are empty, and a reddish hue. My stomach warm, my vision blurred. Hoping the screams will go unheard In my mind for a moment of rejoice. That I can regain my voice. Break the bottle, fix my mind. Leave this whole past we know behind. Unwind your tears,...Read more
We have a fight every single night. You think I'm wrong, I think you're right. Each day counts down to the end ... When you will leave me. Go and ascend. no cure. When I yell, you can tell in my voice I'm not sure. Each time I see you I worry it's the last. That the present I know, will become di...Read more
Father I see you in my eyes. A solemn and silent... Painful demise. When I looked into the mirror. The face I would see, was frightening. I saw you. Not me. But that no longer discourages me. It comforts me. Knowing I am not alone. Knowing that each obstacle I walk through has not only been survi...Read more
Don't remember me for mistakes and heartbreaks, But instead the memories we shared. Never forget how I cared. Remember my echoing laugh, and how I tore my heart in half. Just so you could have a piece. Of a heart as pure as fleece. Do whatever it takes, to forget all my mistakes. Remember a sentenc...Read more
I will creep into the corners of your mind... No matter how long you hide, in whatever crevice of your thoughts I will find. I will corrode your every thought... Paint a picture tying your stomach into little knots. "They will leave you. You will see. It will be just you and me." I will whisper ...Read more
Dad how could you just walk away... Just because you're not feeling okay. Just because I left your home, I went back to where I belong. You'll see me soon, it won't be long. When I message you, you don't respond. I can't help but feel almost as if I was conned. The first man to which I tried to g...Read more
I look in the mirror, and wonder who I see... I see a broken woman, yet I can't seem to find me. I meet with the eyes of the woman I destroyed. With all the materialistic things I used to fill her void. I hope one day to just meet with my beautiful face... Without all the disgust, without all the ...Read more
Life is like a fragile flower... Full of life... But crushed in less than an hour. Life is full of many things. The fears and adrenaline of what the future brings. But there's this girl, and she haunts my mind... Hard to grasp... Even though she's mine... Her eyes are so beautiful, her smile is s...Read more
You heart is like an endless maze... I'm trying to navigate through this thick colorful haze... But I'm trapped in this fog... Trapped in your gaze... I'm fixated. Held in place. Here, in your eyes... It's clear to me, that in this place it's timeless and free. So if you let me go, I will never...Read more
