Falling... Failing... It's all I do. My eyes are empty, and a reddish hue. My stomach warm, my vision blurred. Hoping the screams will go unheard In my mind for a moment of rejoice. That I can regain my voice. Break the bottle, fix my mind. Leave this whole past we know behind. Unwind your tears, for miles they extend. Because you inflict pain you never intend. Uncoil the smoke that twirls in the air, and try to remember the little girl there. Bring the sparks into my eye. I sit here and can't help but cry. Knowing that I will likely go to jail, if the process begin and this case prevails. In my cage, in my cell. To my home I say farewell. Missing you, my weapons of choice. Putting me in this chokehold and removing my voice. Let me free, let me go. I need to stop, it's bad I know. Inches from tearing my family apart, I can't help but take all that shit to heart. Wondering how long till the truth is exposed. Skeletons in a closet that cannot be re-closed. My life is now a mirage. I can't tell what's real and fake through the sabotage. Why did I decide to jump off the edge? In this abyss I can't escape. I want to be free yet I'm always encaged.