Alife Aline In love And still so far from home

They brought it in The same light wood The colour of your skin Adorned with those flowers So fragile, so thin Your eyes would have sparkled By the sight of this musical, glistening mourning A whole casket with a lived life within When I saw your face on my screen This haunted night Bloody, beaten, ...Read more

A finely crafted fountain pen A gilded ornate clock with an open iron clockwork A hip flask made out of colored glass and Silver A royal robe, woven from Ermine and Brocade A diadem covered in ruby and topaz A statue of a majestic, sturdy built horse, part of the French cavalry, made out of ivory....Read more

Sat on my head Protecting my thoughts, my memories Everything that's left from you I'd wear a helmet all my life if it meant I could keep you forever

Hear my poems of those who hate Hear my poems of those who love Hear my poems of those who make my life unbearable Hear my poems about those who make my life worth living Hear my poems of those who hurt my soul Hear my poems of those who build me up time and time again Hear my words, read my lines, ...Read more

Sparkling Day In my way Nothing other than you Blind my eyes Numb my pain Stir my thoughts Make my colours plain Hold my tears Hold my joy Don't make me feel anything at all Just stand and watch me fall Nothing matters But my minds storm Flowing wind Wrecked and outworn Gray, seawater, waves of ...Read more

Voices around me Talking about stuff i don't care about At least right now I don't want them to talk Can't they just be quiet for once? I hate them so much right now. Well, not all of them. Voices around me Were all talking about stuff we don't particulary care about But right now I don't want to ...Read more

I feel empty and used, not loved, more like bruised I feel manipulated and irretaded, not loved, more like suffocated. I feel dull and cheated, not loved, more like needed, I won’t lie, I’ve never felt so angry, a burning rage, rising in waves, I need to cool it down before— I can’t even write...Read more

. All my friends are angry. They feel this force. Purple, hot, and smoking. Suffocating. We all are. All my friends are hopeless. They feel the sadness. The blues of our eyes. The stiffness of our bodies. The burned-out brains of me and you. All my friends are numb. They need to save themselves....Read more

Will my love for you end up sitting in dead space? People say falling in love with someone who doesn't love themselves is one of the hardest things to do. Because you think you are a fixer, you think of it as a challenge. You think you can change them, make them see themselves through your eyes, b...Read more

Tatsache ist, ich bin kein Stock, kein Stiel, kein einziger Knochen, kein Gerippe, nicht zerbrechlich und schon garnicht verletzlich. Ich muss nicht beschützt, nicht gehalten, nicht gehoben werden. Ich bin nicht unfair behandelt, nicht gestummt und nicht erniedrigt worden. Ich bin nicht anders, ni...Read more

Sie steigen auf Die Stimmen der Nacht Umringen das Kind Das weinerlich lacht Ein lauter Knall Es fährt zusammen Ein hochroter Ball Der gute Schimmer vergangen Vor einer Stunde war alles noch friedlich hier Nun wütet das grausame, fauchende Tier Es hält mich im Arm bis die Tränen vergehen Bis zum näc...Read more

I can't let go of things that meant a lot to me once I always think they can go back to the way they were I try to hold on so hard that I draw them black in every mind And then I tell myself that I always was the part to be kind I can’t stop myself from sharing every little detail about my soul I'm...Read more

I miss the people who liked me for no reason, because there were no standards i had to put up with. I miss the people who liked me for no reason, because no matter what I did they went along with it. I miss the people who liked me for no reason, because life was easier when i didn't have to worry ab...Read more

I didn't leave you that day. You were just to busy being disappointed instead of thinking clear. It wouldn't have mattered if I was with him or anyone else. You would have felt left alone no matter if I went alone or with somebody, wouldn't you? So there ist no reasoning in blaming him Who sat there...Read more