Sparkling Day In my way Nothing other than you Blind my eyes Numb my pain Stir my thoughts Make my colours plain Hold my tears Hold my joy Don't make me feel anything at all Just stand and watch me fall Nothing matters But my minds storm Flowing wind Wrecked and outworn Gray, seawater, waves of disgust Drowning in my own kind of lust Wanting this thing to not put me in chains Bodys interlaced and foggy brains Check the time Leave again But you I take with me This numb kind of pain I'm not hurting I'm drifting away Away from my love Away from what I say Myself will be gone In a month or two Don't try to get me back There are things you're not supposed to do Hold my hand While I settle down In harmony with death Cold and lifeless breath I will not do anything about it Just wait and hope to leave without it Chasing me the rest of my life Carved and burned in my brains archive I'd hate for it to affect my love The way I give it and the way I morph In anothers brain to iplicate their needs But it will vanish and turn into weeds Without my love, without my tears Without my joy, without my fears Without my health, without my fuss Whats left of me, whats left of us?