(tw:self harm mention) I'm just the oldest child. I really want to say I would do it again and again but he took my childhood like them taking the feeling of innocence out of the child that is supposed to be dancing, singing, laughing and panting but it's doing the weeks old dirty dishes in the sin...Read more

(gone a bit crazy for my first poem but I gone out of letters QwQ part 2 is on my account<3) I'm the oldest child. Denied any sort of help or support. I don't do sport or any hobby when someone asked me what I did when I was a kid. When Mom is yelling hurting and insulting dad again he drinks the s...Read more