Love comes without a price I love you and for once I feel like I can I love you without any fright or fear that you'll disappear like everyone else did It's not like I planned this feeling I actually wanted to avoid it at all cost but knowing me I fall harder when I know I'm lost I never wanted to...Read more
I know the love we had wasn't exactly normal But I didn't think I'd specifically be told by my friends it wasn't right What we had wasn't just a formal type of love.. It was kinda toxic Almost like it was somehow poisoned You would talk to me like no tomorrow but never talked about anything I li...Read more
I once convinced myself I needed you And everyone noticed I wasn't the same anymore It changed me and even you knew but never tried to fix it Honestly you seemed kinda selfish It was all about how you felt and what you needed But what about how I felt and what I needed? I would tell you the s...Read more
I let your words sink into my skin The words of sin I never wanted to believe in You lied.. After saying you wouldn't you lied to me.. I have a feeling you got everything you wanted In a blink of an eye I could see clearly And believe me I felt foolish Our breakup affected me, finding out...Read more
You don't understand my point of view Anxiety isn't just a mental illness, it's a daily struggle Constant thoughts everyday through Monday all the way to Sunday Can't leave my house because I'm afraid Key word "Afraid" Afraid of the world Afraid of people Afraid of the sounds all around I pr...Read more
I use to think love was fake Believe it or not I found a boy to love To me that's insane I use to think I'd never love again Being hurt to many times made me think I was unlovable And since August 2021 I didn't like men either Then here came Alex A boy that loves me Love isn't fake Love i...Read more
Could he love me if I'm broken? I didn't think so "I love you" coming out of his mouth sounds like a sin Why would he want a broken boy? I can't be what he wants Or what he needs I'm like a decoy that people use as they please I've been emotionally used and abused And mentally demolished ...Read more
First day of freshmen year I told myself "only 3 years to go". I didn't know it would be the start of something so low. Then came sophomore year, told myself "I'm gonna pass". By the end of the year I couldn't even go to class. junior year came along, I wake up and I can't go to school. I didn't ...Read more
My favorite number is three Honestly I can't say a good reason why Just saying that number makes me feel alive and free Everyone watches me when they see me turn the door knob 3 times both sides But that's not 3, that would be six.. My favorite number is six The first even number I love Again I do...Read more
You wanted the real me So I gave it to you I counted to three and noticed you were nowhere to be seen I regretted opening myself up to you I knew exactly what you'd do, Leave. I knew you'd leave I feel the fire go through my skin You saw it and ran I called it my special demon But no, it was ju...Read more
We're just friends But what about our first date Or even our first kiss You can't tell me we're just friends The way you hold me when something is wrong Or the things you say to make me believe I'm worth something We can't be just friends I see the way you look at me when I walk by I hear how...Read more
My love for you is a forever kind of thing Because when I saw you I knew it was you I was so sure it was you I bought you a ring A promise ring so you can remember me Remember how much I really love you Knowing how special you really are I couldn't believe it was all so true Waking up everyday looki...Read more
I hate you I never knew I'd ever say that But I hate you I hate the way you blamed me Telling me I deserved nothing I carved into my skin because I thought I deserved it Deserving all the pain it brings Letting all the cries in me sing I hate to say I believed you.. I believed you when you said I...Read more