I sit alone, in silence. I feel like I'm invisible. Nobody sees me. I'm not there until they finally notice me when I be stupid or say somthing wrong I'm bleeding in silence letting myself suffer in pain, pain is my best thing I can do, I'm dead, I'm crying inside when nobody sees. Dead I say. Dead is who I am I'm different when I'm with others I try to be me to be better to try and try but I aways fail left alone is what I shall have done with my life ro make it better I feel sad I'm not alive who I used to be I'm not me just falling in a dark place over and over again I feel dead and never show it I show it when I can't do it anymore I feel kifes are stabing me constantly over and over again I'm different people say it hurts I'm falling and falling again im afraid against my will and idk why I'm just dead lost in a dark room never know how I got there just silence dead silence, falling and falling down deep I can say it's like hell the voices inside my head it crazy there like monsters lurking like I sm one to I feel my blood boiling in my bones when I see who I really am dead I am who I wanted to be is gone dreams are crushed die die die are whispered softly in my ear its lurking in my mind now on repeat over and over I can't change it it's like a song I ran out of skips now it's stuck like a glitch on repeat over and over again..