I look in the mirror, see a monster disgust rushes in my bones like electric guitar when I see an inch of myself in a mirror the mirror breaks, broken it is, it see what a monster is everyday every night, days and days I see the pretty girls everywhere there beautiful I wish and wish I was 10 again when I was pretty and felt the confidence i used to have but now it's gone in the mist of the fog like its not there I search and search day by day but gone it's invisible Luke it never was there just the thought of being pretty like other girls, is just a thought in my mind aways tried and tried to be perfect and look amazing I changed and will never go back I want to go back I wish I never grew up I lost who I was, when I was happy in my skin every single time I have to take off my clothes to shower I see every bruise and burn and cut because I'm not who I was I want to be pretty but I can't it's like a curse I can see what other see but I'm nothing in my mind there's nothing, I could do to make my confidence grow, I throw up after I eat because I don't want to be fat not any more can I finally be me, be pretty feel good in my skin and be good enough to make myself loved I wish but wishes never come true.