I look in the mirror seeing nothing but black After choices and decisions have lead me off track Hid by illusion of denial and despair I scream to the mirror but noone is there,not even me I see nothing as I'm nothing with nothing to give I'm stuck with this mind and forced to live I don't want this life nor did the girl dressed in black It was never a mirror but a closet of past So shattered pieces lay on the floor But I am those pieces I'm noone, no more Fake it till you make it I made myself believe I share this moto but alone I just grieve I want to be strong and get through this year But my mind and my baggage is making me tear I want to go back to when life was so simple Friends made by seating plans ,faces covered in pimples I want to be dumb and not know what I know No more ambitious and plans on the go I hate who i am even though I am good I want to be weak and do as I should I don't want control as it controls me I want to be stranded ,I want to be free I know I can love and love can find me But until then I'll just run and dance in the streets Though I say these things with lack of thought I wish just for once my words would get caught But I share my words like a deadly disease My words cling to me like bad smells and fleas I can't share these words they will make me feel weak So until that day I will live incomplete So back to the mirror that is endless and dark I keep all my feelings that trouble my heart The girl dressed in black is my unspoken fears So in the mirror they stay till all is made clear