I'm going to someone who wants and genuinely can or basically give me the proper guidance I need and not wanting till I leave the room and basically put their own individual spin on it. I have doctors and therapists diagnose with one or two maybe three things that I know fr fr weren't true from the jump I'm more afraid of people hurting me not me hurting them lol 🤣😆 I rather just stay away and deal with my own shit lol honestly I work and process better alone anyway but when you are typically