Totally misunderstood and unwelcomed and unaccepted and pretty much disrespected on a daily basis mostly ignored all the time is some hard ass shit lol but yeah 💯💯 people who are that damn judgemental can't look at their own dirty ass mirror and even blink lol but I can lol and I always knew from 12 years old none of it was my fault.

I'm going to someone who wants and genuinely can or basically give me the proper guidance I need and not wanting till I leave the room and basically put their own individual spin on it. I have doctors and therapists diagnose with one or two maybe three things that I know fr fr weren't true from the jump I'm more afraid of people hurting me not me hurting them lol 🤣😆 I rather just stay away and deal with my own shit lol honestly I work and process better alone anyway but when you are typically

And apparently been asking for me too but he was there the whole time he didn't even care to tell them to stop. And they have a bad habit of when I say I'm done or too late trying to bribe me talk out of leaving or just pretend to be good to me just to draw me back. Two years now I been away and they attempted their BS got my dad called me every day pretty much barking orders and saying I'm giving you a opportunity like I asked for it or even when it's obvious if I need help