True but I am apparently misunderstood by the people who are supposed to care but yeah 💯💯 this was based off the reason why nothing makes sense to me really. But it's about the first girl who basically pretended to love me and honestly it drove me to the point of madness at the end and also gave a flaw that recurred over time cuz of norms and yes my own family judges and torments me cause of it. But yeah 💯💯💯 took me forever to kinda reinvent myself cause of everything is blind and misguided