Am i just a bleeding heart? Anonymous but aware of my depth. Few see the beauty in the chaos that fester on pages. My canvases of sultry masterpieces were belonged to my soul. Burning every drop red yet black to know the true essence of you. The snake that wasn't ever my angel. A cage you made me confide. A leash to just ache this heart of mine. Laying yet I was never yours. This darken fascade that prick me bitterly. Fickle bones became my demise. A love at 23 crawled and fought to not die. Yet you were not ever my kryptonite or my salvation. Just a lie that years claimed. Endless I evaporated to this deformity I can only understand. Yet no one belongs with my understanding. Misunderstood the word yet I wander deep just to find she that genuinely understands. Love is just a slow burn to me. This Slow fever her and only her bones understand me. In Bone shrieking moans and euphoric whispers I drown in dreams to know her. Her melodic whimpers with a beauty in chaos like rain. Midnight belongs with her memory just glue to my brain. Fall fall I'm haunted by the touch of the sun. But I'm her remedy sweet as candy like the moon. To comprehend the intrusive true meaning of love. Of the capability of can I love? Or can I be loved? Does she know how to find bliss in a monster? This rugged vulnerability known to wander deep just to softness. Yet to love to lose. Yet want the chaos just to feel. To burn slow in her every thought. Knowing you bake her like the sun. This Georgia peach kinda Red. Just to know heat again. Just to be close to snow bunnie heaven. It's that joker loves Harley. When the quiet becomes their only friend. When I'm one touch away. Till my emotions speaking nonverbally. Just intrusively loudly again and again. To no end.