Grief came to visit long before death said hello Time threatened to run out once your fall became an issue Lost was found when I didn’t know when the clock will stop ticking I wonder if you knew you were drowning Signs were present but it still doesn’t take away the fact I wasn’t ready for t...Read more

Our first interactions became a dance I was not familiar with The beat threw me off like a kid trying to gain their balance on their first time riding a bike The movements of our bodies didn't mesh together One of us was dancing to a different beat Shortly after the music faded and the dance s...Read more

I want to apologize to all the women I may have led astray I have led you to believe forgiving a man was to give him chance after chance To allow him to string you along without consistent change To make you think this type of love means stay I want to apologize for showing my weakness in moment...Read more

Grief is Uncomfortable Sometimes it gives no warnings about how unpredictable it is No care in the world about feelings Life still goes on Grief likes to hide Behind the smile In the “I’m good” Underneath the facade of busyness Never wants to leave Pity loves the company Grief stings ...Read more

The clock is ticking. The emptiness can no longer carry the inward screams. If these walls can talk it would echo how the dead breaths. How the mind negatively thinks on things I claimed to have conquered. My heart hurts. I find myself sporadically crying because the pain I have endured seems t...Read more

I joined forces with satan Both my shoulders complimented his presence I became Under arrested by his suggestions Unaware of the Lies I digested No security detected The lesson Was not learned The broken pieces of me gravitated to a desire that fought with my peace They found a way to overpower the...Read more

Pain reaps benefits A long day of labor births bundles of joy Sorrow, means well but leaves us empty Heartaches linger Wounds wounded However, we find strength in the struggle And beauty in the brokenness For pain is a reminder That we are alive And that we have the capacity To love and to f...Read more

To all the people who’ve touched my body, I regret extending the invitation. I’m guilty of associating with people who found bodies to be a sport. Love didn’t reside within so there was no way value would be offered and my heart to be cared for. I allowed love to awaken too soon. I became haunte...Read more

Thanks to the enemy My inner mystery masquerades more like secrets Eating alive hidden truths that need to be spoken I'm phenomenally broken There's a pain that screams loud from within A desperation for it to be heard, A touch that won’t vanish, Emotions I can take control of when managed Perh...Read more

If I could visit my younger self I would go back to the day when the sky was blue and not the blue that brings rain but the blue that partner with the sun and the cloud fades. That day didn’t bring any cares in the world. It gave permission to stand in peace and daydreamed about the future. The t...Read more