Totally messed up, everything is screwed . The flames of madness, higher and higher. I feel too good. I don't care about anything Bla bla bla, yes doctor I will ( Fuck it, I won't) Insanity lurks. I still don't care. I said: No, No ,No! Screaming rage, mixed with screaming Bliss No need for sleep. S...Read more

I go into shadows Ik ga in schaduwen I remove myself Ik verwijder mezelf Don't give a shit about anything Ik geef nergens meer om Proud to be Dutch Trots om Nederlands te zijn...Read more

The feeling can't stop anymore The mania explodes Above all the Gods Fortified by drink and drugs.... Madness lurks, Everything is Holy while I am spiritually dead. Denied Lithium Now the trip begins I will go far beyond the End....Read more

Dirty smacking, Fiddling with plastic shit, Licking plates, Dirty scratching, Fart in a submarine, Endless complaining, Walking too slowly ,Disinterest , Nonsense, Jibberish, Weak talk, Childish deception, Talking too much and too fast, Whisper, Talking to yourself, Rap music, Jazz , Country, Small...Read more

You were conceived in a bed, Every night spend your time in it. Your first sexual failure, your greatest success. In bed when you are sick. In a bed when you are broken. In the Autumn of your life... until the day you die....Read more

I once wrote a novel. One of the sickest kinds.Far away, hidden in the countryside, stood an old farmhouse. Far from prying eyes, inhabited by darkened, troubled people, people of a different species, people of a closed group. The farm was completely closed off. No windows, just a steel door. 9 stri...Read more

Hidden in the Shadows, Evil Lurks. There comes a new challenge. He doesn't wear a balaclava, Seeing a face is part of the Game. Ignorance approached, Catatonisch Psychopathy makes way, Lust murder rises high. Bloodthirst peaks. Only a matter of silent seconds... He exchanges t...Read more

Bent over he makes love into his Trumpet. Black Sunglasses. Tones that belong to a Sunset. Guiding the sun over the horizon. The Night Within. With the Sun Gone. The music ripples back like ebb and flow. Miles conducts the atmosphere upon returning to a tidal wave...Sounds like the breaking in th...Read more

"If you think that you are Paranoïd, That does not mean "They" are not after you." Kurt Cobain (Front singer Nirvana)...Read more

"Some people Feel the Rain, Others just get Wet..." Bob Marley ...Read more

"There is always Light at the end of the tunnel Just hope it's not a train." ...Read more

Room 107. Milwaukee The search for sex and friendship, "No, don't go yet...I want more pictures..And maybe...." But the answer was No... He wanted to go. Loneliness turns to murder No one leaves Dahmer... He fucked the corpses, cut them up in peaces The highest peaks, he reached. There. In room 10...Read more

Light-blueVolkswagen A crowbar on the driver's seat Scouting for Victims Led by Lust. Disturbed by Liquor He lurks there alone at the edge of a park The perfect prey for his ritual... "Hey, Hello there...Are you Alone? Oh please could you help? I had an accident and have a sore arm. It's just a fi...Read more

Raised by his Religious mother. His brother. Rebellion. A death. "Accident." Pure Devotion, Her attention completely for Ed. She died too early. Ed alone in the old house, Where old desires were found underground. Midnight. Graveyard in Wisconsin. The sound of graving. Art of the Dead, found in coff...Read more

Chemistry Teacher. Soviet Union. The 80's His Impotence Disappeared Through Torture and Brutal Murder. That normal guy in the park. Who doesn't trust him? "Would you like an educational walk through the Park? You can trust me... I am a teacher." He saw Life disappear in many eyes, The only way to f...Read more