I like to take hot showers— Don't look in the mirror. Don't gag anymore. The decay, Feed the spores. Get in, White tub, black fuzz, Water burning my skin, Killing the cells. Foster the spores with steam, It chokes me— Listening, to the heartbeat, in my throat. And I get out My skin red, Spores fe...Read more

Dear God, Give me the courage of a dolphin, I wish I lacked the cognitive ability to premeditate death, Like a dolphin. I wish I could sink to the bottom of the tank with you. Give me the courage. ...Read more

I can't chew gum You have the carmel I love You earned it I earned it Second place by a second I have never won My feet bleed Second place One more drop of blood Maybe i would have caramel I see you smile as you chew crowd grinning at you claps for me congratulations for place number 3 I should...Read more

At the cement wall— cracks form, Pests grow, and blood seeps from its stretched– neglected flesh, Its intestines– pale in tone, cannot hold any more waste. It slowly scrapes. Scalping your intestines intention— ripping holes from within. It's worn light pink walls— Eventually explode, littering it...Read more

Euthinize a rat. My environment is as dead the roaches you Squash on this lab floor. The sound of myself gasping– Is how I know I have to run tommorow's strides. My walls say I could escape, But I have to climb. So I talk to the ground It tells me lies, It says i can fall through it– And die. I r...Read more