I never regret of loving you but for some reason I wish I never do. Your love is like a fire that can turn me into ashes in anytime. Your avoidance made me overthink, while you avoid the question i ask while staying away from the person you said you love. I get more question to my head but never da...Read more

Words_of Ivy
🇵ðŸ‡|The thoughts that build, may speak before I disappear.
I lost in a woods, where exit is never been seen. I ran through everything to find the way- away from this thing. I gather my courage to step away to see if it get further way. It turns out I didn't and still can't escape, the thoughts of ending things keep running to my head, the feeling of bein...Read more
Maybe i like the way people made me hopeless, the way they made me feel like I have to need them in order for me to live. The words that cuts deeper to my skin and the wounds that can't heal by the sorry they just said. I feel so hopeless when I know i can do something but afraid to do it. ...Read more
I wanna live in this earth with no regrets, Because regrets always hunts me even tho I know it was already done. I'm just learning a new things, it was also my first time living and creating mistakes is normal, but I always wish that the mistakes I made won't hunt me till I grow up. That regrets f...Read more
I never ask you to love the way I love you, but I wish I can said that loud to you. I know I don't have the right to said that because loving someone ment we have to love them and not expect to be beloved the same way we does for them. I just felt that it was unfair especially when I'm always the ...Read more
I use to be colorful, the endless smile and you can see from side to side. I use to be fun, the fun that I felt that no one can stop me as long as I'm happy by own company-but one day that spark was lost by the words of people who talk, they said i was loud, childish and immature but I'm only 15 at...Read more
I want to feel loved, but love is never been easy for a broken daughter like me. I never put the trauma that they said i had, because of lying and cheater dad. He build the walls that no boys can climb, the strong walls that can break by a real and genuine love or maybe it was just an excuse so ...Read more