I don't know what I should feel, but if my feelings were a color, they would be teal. Why teal? Because it's in-between green and blue, and I don't know what's true, what's right, what might be the right way to act, to feel, to heal from what I've felt, and what I've been dealt by life, by people, b...Read more

I cannot sleep as my mind's halicinating a peep, a peep that keeps repeating, although quiet and fleeting but is still definitely there. I didn't take my meds, and now my thoughts are tearing me to shreds, keeping me awake even as I fake to already be asleep - although futile, because of the peep. ...Read more