It's been five years since you left my side. It still seems like it was yesterday. I can still see the look in ur eyes my heart knew it was time for you to go. In that moment I knew I had to make the hardest decision of my life. I sat there numb looking in ur sweet face watching you stare right in my eyes. while I'm trying my best to tell you goodbye without losing my mind. Then you fell peacefully to sleep I knew the moment you were gone. I miss everything about you ur goofy underbite the way you were at my side no matter where I went. The unconditional love you gave me through some of my worst times you were always by my side. I will always have the deepest love for you Ryder u were truly everything to me.