It's the start of the year And I'm trying to deal With the fact I wasn't done with the last one at all It skipped past like summer And ate at my heart strings like spring Wilted me up like late autumn I wear winters frozen ring And I'm still the same I've turned into dust I mumble all day To myself Look out at the rain Work so I don't have to think Sleep so I don't have to drink Hot chocolate on the bathroom floor Another big flood A whole new game Another year older Im going insane