I don't know what is wrong with me Lord I read your bible, without understanding Look at deeper meaning scriptures without unravelling I'm lukewarm God Something that you hate You said you'd spit me out of your mouth without a taste I'm a sinner God I've always been Sometimes it doesn't feel like I've changed Not a single bit To be honest with you I've done a lot of sin But the worst part I don't feel the conviction Not when I swear Not when I think lustful thoughts It's like you're gone I'm scared I'd don't what to do Pray, cry All I want is you I say this a lot God But I don't make the action To get up Read your bible And stop the damn acting All I want is you God But I don't make the action To actually try to be in your presence It all started with The things I read What I eat To what I watch on my daily feed Then I start questioning myself Am I the beauty you made The masterpiece every states. I read your bible now I know the word But still I go out and play with the world All those times I've said sorry Must have meant nothing Because I still go back to pretending. Speaking of such Whats right Things that people fight about nowadays Things like you can't be gay God never created you that way Or the ones that go like Oh but it's okay, because God still loves you the same Here's the thing God I don't know what to believe Because if I go against your word You'll leave But I can't pretend that I don't have feelings. God protect all of us Form the things we can't see yet