My heart it's beating still I don't know how cause it's broken into Two, but it's not my first heartbreak one two more then 5 so maybe say six pieces, I can't. Reach into my heart glue it apart back together. I hate how we both matched, but at the same time I know she looked at me She held the door for me I don't know why she did that Idk why I looked back I don't why I got compliments I don't know why I got mad at T I don't know why I avoided her I don't know why she looked at me I don't know why I'm still here i dont know why I'm about to cry, Its just a scar It doesn't hurt But when I think to hard Nor when I think it doesn't make my heart hurt. I said I wanted to see u Happy but I HATE seeing u Happy. I HATE looking at u. I HATE having the same classes with you. I HATE how u treated me. I HATE how you remind me of samiyah so much. I thought the HATE was finished but the hate was never done. I HATE you, and your actions?? I just HATE you, so please, even if I miss you never speak to me again. What am I gonna do when it ends.. WHAT AM I GONNA DO WHEN IT ENDS? Well it ended, and I'm tryna run from the problem. Don't wanna face her I just wanna act out. I just wanna lash out. I don't like her I don't know why sir. I wish I was in hell I wish I died instead of them I wish I suffered a deadly pain I wish I never existed and nobody knew my name What am I gonna do when it ends, the answer is cry the question is why, the solution is to d*e.