I'm crying for you, Crying out to hold you, To love you, To be loved by you, To be seen by you, Not just with your eyes, But with your heart, I'm crying between smiles and acting okay Between the silence of the night and the quiet of the morning, Between someone asking how I am, And saying I'm okay, Crying between the cracks in my heart And the foundation of bedrock, Crying out loud, When no one is around to hear, Crying for the love we shared, Grieving it's loss