I wrote you Letters in the sand But you weren't there so they were taken by the waves and blended back in with the Strand I saw you in my dreams But you weren't real so my cries for you turned into screams I was running through a field of flowers I imagined you there but you weren't so these moments as well weren't ours I thought I saw you at the station I missed my train but you were only an illusion created by my own imagination I wanted you to hold my hand To kiss me in the rain To walk home with me And to love me like we're underwater, drowning but still pretend Pretend we're laughing about silly things Pretend we're married and have beautiful rings Pretend we're dancing on the edge of a building And pretend we're kings and ruling our own kingdom In the end, it's way too quiet in here I saw you leave but didn't say anything out of fear I thought you were coming back but then I wondered... What would've happened if we never met? I probably wouldn't have written in the sand And wouldn't have seen you in my dreams or wanted to hold your hand I probably wouldn't be running through that field of flowers searching for moments that still weren't ours Instead, I would be drowning alone And go to places where I look for my own throne I won't be sure where I am but I don't have to since In this lifetime, even though I am through, it's better because I have met you