That comment you said before leaving left a seed in my stomach, twisting and twisting eating me to the core, for 2 and a half years but I don't know how to feel pain. What if I embraced the pain? Left you thinking about me, instead of me thinking about you, running on my mind for seconds, minutes, hours, morning, evenings, afternoons and nights. Days, weeks, months, years. LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME! Caused a wreckage, stark and bare, A testament to what you left there, A fractured soul, a broken plea, Look at what you've done to me! The mirror shows a stranger's face, haunted by echoes of disgrace, I rummage for remnants of the past, A shattered image, Fading fast, I wrote you all these poems and letters, but you know I'd never send it. I wish it ended before it started, I wish I could rip your skin off your face just to find another one underneath, I wish I could play you like a puzzle get you stuck like a maze or in a cruel daze the way you chase me in my mind I wish you were doing time for that kind of crime and if I ever saw you again, I wouldn't be begging on my knees ever again, I'm not your dog- I thought we were friends! And you're not pretty, your hearts gone rotten, You're just as bad as her. But not as bad as me. I like the way you played with me, now I'm a better version of you. I'm not a heartless geek just like you! I'm the girl that haunts you in your dreams when you clearly moved on, Sorry? Aren't you sorry for the Wreckage you caused? I'm not gay, or a stud, or lesbo anymore. Oh my God. LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME! Look at what you did to me, Who caused you to be that angry, just look at me, look at me, please. Look at what you did, and how it affected me. Aren't you sorry for the Wreckage u caused