I don't want to redo it. I've been clean for 2 years so would you please listen to me before I pick it up Would you please hear my cries for help before I lash out. Would you please rest your head against my chest to hear my sorrowful heart pump. My heart feels heavier than the words you spat on my face that night. The words that you didn't hesitate to say infont of my face. So would you please console me before I pick it up. Would you please kill me before I kill myself.