As I lie awake, I cannot fathom where the feeling of emptiness came from. My eyes are staring at the ceilings, waiting for hours to fall asleep, but my thoughts gather as if there were a war in my mind. Chaos. Deadly and dark. I blame no one, but I hate everyone. No words can decipher my thoughts. One thing is for sure, a question lurking around: Why am I here? What will happen to me next? It haunts me, with no answer in it.