Why was I not there when your world was crushing beneath your feet, and you were lying in chaos over your sheets? Why was I not there when you felt your life was falling apart, and you were crying over your broken heart? Why was I not there when your pain and fears were tearing you apart, and you were smiling, pretending to be alright? Why was I not there when agony and misery shattered you into pieces, and you said you were fine and made me believe your wishes? Why was I not there when you felt alone and no one was on your side, and you were fighting battles only inside your mind? Why was I not there when your hate and pain collided in silence, and you quietly watched me with forced peace and compliance? Why was I not there when you made your decision so impulsive, and made my heart burst like something explosive? Why was I not there when you took your own life, and carved a hole in me that I will carry all my life? ©herdarkthoughts🦋