You'll never understand the depth of this pain I thought and thought about it everyday, till it was the only thing in my brain  The way it unfolded, the way it all ended, it felt so strange  Was it all in vain, or was it something to help me change  The heartbreak all this pain you caused, yet I don't hate you at all  Hahaha, it all must of  been a sick joke, we seemed like the perfect fit but the pieces still fall How ironic is that love that seemed that perfect, I should of know it was all a lie I couldn't keep holding on again and again, I guess this is goodbye  I tried and tried, again and again, not realizing just how much time I had spent  I don't understand why I didn't just let go, I guess I was just too content I guess the impact you had on me left more that just a dent Why couldn't I just move on, why didn't I just turn the page  I could of just started the next chapter, why did I trap myself in that cage Either way now it's all over, I have to move on Now I have to make a change and find a new rock I can lay upon How ironic is that the one person I fully trusted stabbed me in the back  That pain, that hurt, could make the strongest wall crack  I don't hate you, I don't resent you, I still think about you  But that scar, it's new it's not going to wash away like shampoo