If it would fulfill me, Then I wouldn't be running back for a refill. In my heart, I did. Knowing where I am, Knowing how bad it is, If it would fulfill me. I'm an addict looking for my fix. That I would do anything for it. In my heart, I did. How do I represent the Great Physician, When I myself am sick? If it would fulfill me. Who am I to lift Your name? When it is me who has cursed it the most. In my heart, I did. I **will** put these to rest. Only with Your guidance. If it would fulfill You. In my heart, I did.